Bored, yes, that is what I am feeling. Procrastinating, yes, that is what I am doing. Fat, yes, that is what I am and always will be.
I binged today >.< I am so fucking pissed at myself right now, I binged on 2 bags of cheez-its and I felt terrible while doing it. I don’t even know why I did it, I wasn’t even hungry! And then my mom has to chime in and say, “You’re aunt says you’ve lost weight” which means that A) I’ll have to start eating more in front of them because they’ll force me to because of my ED, or B) I’ll take the compliment for granted and binge like crazy. Looks like it’s about to be choice B.